meditation
this morning, when just lying there in the sunlight...
i had just finished reading a fiction about the apocalypse
listening to music, either instrumentally intensive or just silence, i can't quite recall;
i contemplated my state, how God was not in my thoughts much;
how i had repeatedly said that i wanted Him to come into my life,
how i had fallen short repeatedly,
how He remains on the fringe of my existence.
it was at least clear that i need Him, and that i miss Him.
i should be asking two questions:
who are you Lord?
what will you have me do?
the step i should take is to reach out and take hold and hold on as if life depended on my contact with you. when will i have the faith, the courage?
Please love me tenderly Christ, i am weak.
i had just finished reading a fiction about the apocalypse
listening to music, either instrumentally intensive or just silence, i can't quite recall;
i contemplated my state, how God was not in my thoughts much;
how i had repeatedly said that i wanted Him to come into my life,
how i had fallen short repeatedly,
how He remains on the fringe of my existence.
it was at least clear that i need Him, and that i miss Him.
i should be asking two questions:
who are you Lord?
what will you have me do?
the step i should take is to reach out and take hold and hold on as if life depended on my contact with you. when will i have the faith, the courage?
Please love me tenderly Christ, i am weak.
posted by notasparrow at 6:49 下午
1 Comments:
wanting God's direction for your life is good in his eyes...as you meditate his words, he will show you the direction..may not be the one you were thinking but you will come to his way if that is what he prepared for ...do not sweat on anything...sometimes, things you thought he wanted you to do, may not be the right one for you.
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