to God and to the woman i try to love

sometimes i wonder why i place my hopes in another human when logic tells me obviously my faith would be better spent on God. i think it is humanity... being just another sucker like adam, that despite God, and any companion on earth; i'd long for her.

remind me Lord to love a woman, but not to idolize her. to know that there is possibility my hopes will come crashing down on me because of where i put them, but to live day by day not worrying about the day after so that i may find peace and live life well.

you are precious to me, i do not want to be a burden to you. i hope w/o a promise from you, and am willing to know pain or joy as the fruit of my decision.

"I am aware of what I ask for." (星期五, 二月 16, 2007 : 不要担心) i will blame noone for my decisions.