If you want to teach, you should teach part time. Teaching as a profession would be a waste of your potential.

“Lord, you give and take away. Blessed be Your name.”

I cannot say, I have nothing left, though the two or one wants I did hold in my heart…
Have shattered, have scattered and are strewn on paths dark to me.
Tempted, I am to try to find the fragments, but this “heart will choose to stay.”

I knew, and understood. I knew I would lose it all, like clenching the air. Time laughs.
‘Tis ironic, that though we choose our ways, we still in moments of euphoria, against reason and integrity, prove insanity, motion up streams that have long been gone.

I am either fool or ingrate, my spirit still longs.
But to Your credit I will forever proclaim:
Blessed be Your name. You give and take away. My heart will choose to stay.